The Scattering
At the beige bungalow
the apple tree held its white breath—
petals loosening.
“It needs a prop,” she said, holding the small trunk to centre
as blossoms drifted below the clothesline.
“I told him.”
“Push the pegs along,” said another.
For the photo.
There were meant to be seven.
We became four—
the red car falling away
over the heath
and not returning.
The green peeling off and stopping
before the rutted track,
a turn taken twice
in the wrong place.
Winding on the bumpy track
to the overlook—
where the radar station,
the pylon—
January, ’45:
a Lancaster down,
seven names in the church below.
The bare patch amid the gorse
where he flew his planes.
One lost before him—
still somewhere in the undergrowth,
still not found.
“I haven’t laughed like this—” she said,
and bent double with it.
The two lost cars.
On the hill above the church
where the gorse blackened
in the fire last August—
black branches, stark and twisted,
the green coming up beneath,
and the rest in yellow bloom,
coconut-sweet,
the wind from the sea
pressing low,
bending inland.
An ice-cream scoop—
his gift to the neighbour—
that was how it was done:
one turn each,
a brief arc of grey
into last summer’s scorch.
Then what remained
tipped into the green undergrowth
below the blackened branches.
A hymn played thinly from a phone.
He who would valiant be—
Flowers from his garden:
iris, apple blossom, peony,
rosemary in bloom.
We gave them to the same wind.
The rosemary held back.
After: fish and chips,
and ginger beer.
And at home, the rosemary—
stripped into East Runton sausages,
and new potatoes
into the evening meal,
green and ordinary,
entering the body.
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Arise ye workers from your slumbers
Arise ye prisoners of want
For reason in revolt now thunders
And at last ends the age of cant.
Away with all your superstitions
Servile masses arise, arise
We’ll change henceforth the old tradition
And spurn the dust to win the prize.






I recall now first going with josie and her mum to that point that overlooks the fine church at Salthouse with the sea beyond. Time past and then came covid times where a stroll included this area again. Gill and i discovered then that it was used for “liasons” of a different nature! Chris had a laugh at that. Better were the many goats kept there to keep down the gorse on this historic site which was once alive with young people involved in defending this radar site and the country. All that now remains are remnants of concrete roads. Chris was always full of information and loved flying his planes here on high above the sea.And he would have had a good chortle about his scattering there. Much love Chris. You were valued and are missed.
“and at last ends the age of cant”
Brilliant. Moving.
Thank you.
How very poignant, Josie. And such a lovely day, such a beautiful setting.
Perfect. In every way.
Wonderful reminiscense. Are they family memories? Would like to know. What era? Carol
Thanks Carol. This was all just last Friday.